Wasting time, wasting money and not taking responsibility. These are the things that I am going to ensure that I don’t do. I have such a history of starting things, but I don’t finish them. That’s something that is going to be a big hurdle to get over.
No one else CAN do this but me, I am the only person who can do this. I am lucky to have a supportive husband who has said that if it’s going to make me happy then go for it.
I have been road-blocking myself for a very long time.
I’m not motivated enough (Internal excuse)
I’m too busy (External excuses within my control) – on second thought, once breaking these excuses down – I’m not ‘that’ busy! If I start going to bed early I can get up early, before the kids wake and do what needs to be done. I can start the day in a positive way, instead of being lethargic and wanting to sleep.
…Let go of all the excuses. They are holding me back and I have been using them for so long that I believe that I can get away with them. It’s ridiculous and something that is not a part of my ‘optimistic’ personality that I used to have.
I’m going to stop over thinking my decision ‘not’ to exercise and make sure I move, I do something, starting now. I’m going to kick start my brain into being motivated, no matter what. Let it begin to be a part of my day as a part of every day routine.